Toxic world

Seven a.m. Day like everyday. I’m walking down the street again. And again I’m passing thousands of people. Thousands of people but everyone so alien, lonely, locked in their own world. I’m going further, passing crowd of people racing in various directions, don’t know why, don’t know where. Faster, faster, slapdash. Everybody think only about getting to office, school or anywhere else first so as only they were in hurry. Some men is shouting into the phone trying to change hour of his business meeting pushing at the same time woman who is just ordering new boots from the internet. The noise of cars, shouting people and  lots of colorful advertisements and billboards around, all this make me feel dizzy. I want to ask for direction but as an answer i hear: „i don’t have time”, „i’m in hurry” or false „I don’t know”. I’m going further. I’m passing women who is shouting at homeless men that he is bothering her and at the same time she is writting at her facebook that she supports so many charites. What an absurd. So many people but everybody is so lonely, live their life. Everybody close so as in a glass sphere, trying to isolate themselves from others. Sad. Soon will be eighth a.m. Good. Everyone soon will get where they were ruhing. They will close in their offices in their worlds and they will calmly wait till four p.m when they will be able to go out of their corporations. And again start to rush don’t know why, don’t know where. And I will be standing, watching them, trying to slow down to change them but will i manage to do it on time before toxic world pulls me into it’s vortex?